Especially Jeans.

Because you look for a good while just to see which sizes are right, and then you just go and try on several pairs of which barely one or two fit you; all whilst with every pair that is too small you just think of how big your ass is or how fat your thighs are because it’s nearly impossible to get those jeans up.

And they’re not really fitting right, they haven’t been moulded according to your body yet like your other jeans which you’ve had for ages have; and you just see how these jeans which you won’t buy anyway just wrong you, and in that moment, you think you’re so ugly when you get these jeans on which feel too tight, and push up all of the fat you’re meant to have, but you just don’t like the look of it.

Only days later you will be loving those jeans since they’ve stretched more accordingly to your shapes and you’re much more comfortable in them. But those moments in that little room when you tried them, and all those other pairs on, you’ve gotten yourself a bad self image and shame for your looks for the next couple of days.

And this will just happen again and again and again since your jeans will wear out and just tear down.

And the process starts.

Again.

I seriously hate shopping for jeans especially.